An angel asked me to give a good reason why I care for you so much. I smiled and said, “Coz there is no reason not to.”
You just don't know that you're one of the best things that happened in my life up to now. I can't imagine what my life would have been if I hadn't met you. You are my source of joy and no one can take you away from me for you make me whole and without you I am nothing. Sometimes, I admit that there are times I really have to compete with the people around me just to be with you but I as time went by I realized that I shouldn't be selfish with you because in the first place I am not the one who created you. Since the more I compete, the more I would just push you away from me and that's something I really don't want to happen in the future. Even if competing for you is like riding a roller coaster since it has lots of twist and turns I am still enjoying it as far as I can handle it since I know it's not going to be forever. I even laugh at my very own self because everything I do I have to be careful about it since I based it on how it will affect you most of the time but don't worry I am not complaining and I know that you didn't force me to worry about you and your precious feelings. It's just that it hurts me the most when I will do something that will hurt you for I can't stand it seeing that you're hurt and what I can't stand most is when I know that I am the one who caused the hurt. Ohhh. Now, I can definitely say life is confusing,unfair,difficult,challenging and a lot more but since I've met you, I can still say that life is worthwhile despite everything negative that could happen. That's why on the top I posted that quote since I absolutely agree with its message that the main reason why I care for you so much is becaus you gave me no reason not to care for you. As we go through life everyday, I want you to know that behind you I'm just there waiting to be your "go-to girl" for I am very willing to help you in anyway I can even if it means sacrificing important things. As I end this, to those who are innocent, this will remain a secret. I, myself used to be innocent but now that I have accepted the challenge, I am up for the consequences ahead of me because I swear this is a game I will never regret playing. :)
BABY. Hush Hush! xD
Vanilla.Ice♥
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